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Building an Empire of Bullshit

It all revolved around being able to drink and get where I needed to be in my buzz. Continue reading

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The Fear Element in Star Wars and Alcoholism

We only feel normal when hiding behind the darkness of our dis-ease. Continue reading

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‘God’ Is A Bridge

When you hear the word God, what does it feel like to you? How DO you feel? Do you feel like I do? Every time I say or hear the word God, it sticks in my upper chest like it … Continue reading

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Un-gluing It All Back Together

It has been 6 months since my last drink. That is half a cake. The layers of the paper mache mask that grew over time have been removed. Now I get to look inside of me and see who the … Continue reading

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Wine(d) Me Up

Even before I stopped drinking I didn’t heed much to the abundance of online memes, shares and cartoons appreciating the need for alcohol in society. This also includes the ‘other ones as well.’ These are the coffee fix, hot body jokes, … Continue reading

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Never A Normal Drinker, Obsession

Throughout this blog there will be times I focus on 12-step recovery as taught to us in AA and through sponsorship. This isn’t meant to be preachy as to try and influence any readers, it is to continue to share … Continue reading

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Trauma is a 4 letter word…

…and that word is PATH. I bet you thought I was going to drop the f-bomb. Not for this entry. This is a quite serious topic of which has been haunting me for weeks. I heard Bob Forrest and Dr. … Continue reading

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