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I Am “Sweating Out The Toxins”

The only thing coming out of me was bad breath, bad body odor and probably some natural gas. Continue reading

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Sober Life, Social Life

This precedence of needing to fit in influences our reasons for picking up a social anxiety cure-all. Continue reading

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Un-gluing It All Back Together

It has been 6 months since my last drink. That is half a cake. The layers of the paper mache mask that grew over time have been removed. Now I get to look inside of me and see who the … Continue reading

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Disease Demon Waiting

I had a very perplexing past 24-48 hours. Yesterday was Thursday. Thursday is when I meet with my sponsor, we read from the ‘big book’ and we go to our ‘big book’ meeting following. I usually love Thursdays. They are … Continue reading

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Angels and Ghosts Persistant Spiritual Support

It is Christmas Eve. It is also the first holiday I will be completely sober. The scary thing is that my stress level though high, isn’t what is driving me to want to take down some booze. It is the … Continue reading

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Sharing Doesn’t Need to be Perfect

How insane can I be? The reason I started to drink at the age of 18 was because 1. I needed to relax 2. I needed to be social 3. It gave me confidence. This is typical for lots and … Continue reading

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It Really Is That Intense – Part III(a) – The Corporate Climber

To recap, I have reviewed my youth and upbringing at a high level in Part II. These were the first 18 years of my life and ‘the sober years.’ In Part I, I identified the beginning of my drinking and … Continue reading

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