Author Archives: jenA.

The Fear Element in Star Wars and Alcoholism

We only feel normal when hiding behind the darkness of our dis-ease. Continue reading

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The Normal Conundrum

When I was a budding teenager as we all were at one time, I had an edge to me and also naivety. I thought I knew it all and looking back, in hindsight I might have – at least when … Continue reading

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‘God’ Is A Bridge

When you hear the word God, what does it feel like to you? How DO you feel? Do you feel like I do? Every time I say or hear the word God, it sticks in my upper chest like it … Continue reading

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The Makings Of A Spiritual Vacation

I can go to the bar..no one will know… Continue reading

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Alcoholics Anonymous – Day 1, What To Expect

Alcoholics Anonymous is NOT a religion. It is NOT a cult. It does NOT require a belief in GOD. Do people mention God the minute you sit in your first meeting? More likely it will happen. Stick with me…the next … Continue reading

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Un-gluing It All Back Together

It has been 6 months since my last drink. That is half a cake. The layers of the paper mache mask that grew over time have been removed. Now I get to look inside of me and see who the … Continue reading

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Wine(d) Me Up

Even before I stopped drinking I didn’t heed much to the abundance of online memes, shares and cartoons appreciating the need for alcohol in society. This also includes the ‘other ones as well.’ These are the coffee fix, hot body jokes, … Continue reading

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